January 2012
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2011 Can Go Jump Off A Bridge
I’m content with saying that this year can go jump off a freaking bridge.
Divorced. Fat. Nearly homeless. Broke.
Heading into 2012…
Single. Thin, trim, and rocking it. Warm with a shelter over my head. Possible promotion in February.
I’m not sure if this is where I’m supposed to write about some sort of New Year’s Resolution, but I know all I’ve got to say...
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Insanity=Win
December 2011
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I may or may not have...
…just driven 200 miles to drop off a Starbucks frap with her…
…it is ok, she said thank you…
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Freedom
Sleep begins to overtake me,
Eyelids growing weak.
Few moments of far reflections
Rush for one to see.
Through the night’s temptations
Of quiet slumber’s eve.
I merely wish of two things for you.
Stay beautiful.
Stay free.
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She flirted with me...this is a first...
…that is all…
Can't get fat, can't get fat, can't get fat...
Ugh…all that chocolate and red meat!
…where’d that UnderArmour go…
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Someone May Be Waking Up To This...
Good morning beautiful,
Welcome to God’s greatest gift.
Breath in His love,
May your soul seemingly lift.
As you dive into presents,
Shiny, exciting, and new.
Hundreds of miles away,
I’m thanking God for you.
May your Christmas be blessed;
Friends and family near.
My only wish this new day;
To grow our friendship stronger,
With every passing year.
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First
Love,
With embarassing bliss, I wish to remind you of a dream. Where I fell in love with you, With just a gentle kiss.
Staring off into eternity, Listening strictly to the blood pumping through my heart. How fate was so foolish to us, Attempting to keep us apart.
Polarized through cultures transparencies, Gravity was no match for these set souls. Ripped through time’s expectations, Never giving...
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“You are a spiritual epiphany. A surreal symphony of grace and class…”
– D
reblog this if you are a healthy weightloss blog...
Anti-diet over here!
I need major motivation. Reblog if you are any...
Unconventional. But I’m shedding the pounds.
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Recovery Time
I’m at the end of the month of December [sort of]. I’m running out of stores, and the weather is rather nice. I haven’t ran or done much of anything for the past several days.
There was some thought to this.
I ran through last winter. I ran through last spring. I ran through last summer. I ran through last fall.
I play soccer every weekend. I drove hundreds to thousands of...
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+6,000 Views! →
New milestone at FilingThePapers.com! 6,000 views as of today [site was started in July]. Amazing how quickly the blossoming of a horrific divorce can rattle my own world, and hopefully through these quick fingers; the world of others.
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Wind
I thought I met you today, Strolling through the the leaves. I believed that I saw you, Walking with out-stretched wings.
Peeking through limbs Of these wondering trees, I reached for a closer look. You, I had to see.
Suddenly; like a rush, My delusion, you, came before me, You’re merely a thought, Only a dream.
I thought I met you today, Only to be shown in the end, You were only a lost...
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Am I The Only Guy With Image Issues?
So…
I’ve lost my weight. I’m at my ideal weight. I’m eating better [not perfect]. I’ve got this stupidly, wonderful job. I’m traveling to New England in January [I don’t get out much]. I’m seeing my best friend in March [you don’t understand the magnitude of that]. I’m making more money then I’m spending.
I even have money for a...
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“…eyes gaze merely on the physical attributes, but visual apparatus of the...”
– D
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I have no siblings, I have cousins, they're the... →
I’m not much of a sappy kind of person, especially when politics are involved. But this one, this one is real. This one is my family’s story.
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To the old people sitting next to me at...
IT’S YOUR SOCIAL SECURITY.
IT’S YOUR MEDICARE.
IT’S YOU’RE RETIREMENT.
IT’S YOU’RE LIFE YOU ALREADY LIVED.
NOW GO GET A FLIPPING EDUCATION BEFORE YOU OPEN YOUR AGED MOUTH ABOUT POLITICS EVER AGAIN!
Sincerely,
The Generation Responsible For Picking Up Your Tab
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Random Thought
I’m convinced that young woman have an complex; they don’t know how to handle compliments. I’m completely convinced. Just thinking out loud, so many have settled for less, settling for comfortable at the moment because it seems safe; but frequently ends in heart break. Then, when the right man comes along (and they do exist) and just want to pour it out, flood her with...
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When you ask her simply how she could exist...
…and her only response is, “no! How do you!?!”
…heart just exploded a bit…
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What I think about throughout the day...
I have this image in my mind,
Moments of which I’m hesitant to write.
Lust fulfilled, good deeds untold.
Just you and I, souls already sold.
Deep breaths of underwater joy,
Lay disregarded to these dictating thrust.
Hair mangled, hearts begin to trust.
Lying on a bed, feet wrapped in linen’s all around.
Your head on my heart,
Beating pulse, the only sound.
Not until morning do the...
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226...
1 Pound…
12 months. Run. 1 year. Run. Unemployed. Run. Teacher. Run. Married. Run. Anniversary. Run. Sandwich Artist. Run. Divorce. Run. Alone. Run. Near-homeless. Run. Broke. Run. Move. Run. Corporate. Run. Car. Run. Suit. Run. Friends. Run. Run. Run. Run. Run. Run. … … … …
Tends to be the common theme of 2011. Run. Almost the theme of my life. I’m a runner,...
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If my life was a game...
nickthejam:
Where the Tetris blocks come from.
226!!!!!
226! 226! I’m one pound away from ringing in 2012 50 pounds lighter then I rang in 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Just got home from a soccer game...
…lost 7-1 (indoor), a teammate showed up drunk, and the team told a very gifted 17 year old boy to stop “shooting it so hard”.
It. Is. Soccer.
Regardless, I’m exhausted and unbelievably sore already.
Rest day tomorrow.
-D-
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Side Note
I have 50 followers on this thing?
Are you kidding me?
That’s awesome!
Love’s to all of ya!
-D-
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Mental Scale
You know that mental scale? Yes, that one in your head when you poke your stomach and think, “The lattes are catching up, I haven’t been running very often.”
Yeah, that scale freaking blew a gasket today.
All day I just felt heavy. Didn’t look at great in my own eyes [need new contacts anyways], and while I love running and the cold isn’t that bad; this freaking...
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There are these moments...
…when I look in the mirror, poke my stomach, and think, “Crap, I’m gaining weight…”
…then as a kind reminder, I pull up my already buttoned jeans.
-D-
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Catching Up...
It’s December and it turns out, unlike what I forgot; it gets ungodly cold up here in December.
In the previous weeks I’ve ran a competitive 5k [worse time ever], ran a few miles, and really have just been swamped with work.
However, unlike my biggest fear; the weight isn’t piling up.
As we continue to aim towards the magic 225 number; we’ve got to keep in mind that...
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